Saturday started out really beautifully. There was a whole lot of sunshine, a little bit of work, a trip to the gym and the possibility of seeing Katy Perry at the new club Haze that night. I was happy, excited and proud of myself.
I don't really know how to explain what happened next, but the universe had different plans for me on that fourth Saturday of 2010. During a quick catch-up conversation with my wonderful sister, everything sort of came crashing down around me. I got one heck of a wake up call and in a split-second, had to make the decision whether or not I wanted to keep doing things the same old way I have been or if I had the courage to look at myself, thoroughly and honestly, and begin to change.
So, change it is.
I know, I'm being awfully (and probably very annoyingly) vague, but that's just how this post is gonna have to roll. Please forgive me. What I will say is that I am determined to make some positive changes in my life and it's going to take a lot of work and a lot of honesty. (As well as a lot of love and patience.)
So yeah, I'm going through some growing pains right now except, sadly, Kirk Cameron is no where in sight. What started out as a beautiful Saturday ended as a terribly difficult (and perhaps even more beautiful) Saturday that just might change my life.
I'll keep you posted. :)